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Now I know why it is so important to have a Diving Buddy

There are many things under the sea that we can help each other with

Yet, I am still new to find a buddy that like Diving like me

Previously I thought she would be the one

But after few days mixing in

I feel like the we are not having the same view of thinking

So... I didn't manage to share all my feelings of the course with her

and also how I enjoyed the dives

I thought buddies suppose to be very excited in sharing all each other trips

all the awesome divings they have experience

Like what Bro Jun How told me

He is like diving is the best things to do

How amazing the underwater world is 

& he gave me many encouragement in it

I like Sea... I like the the calm

I enjoy all the creatures underneath the sea & 

how precious of them which I won't want them to be harm

Diving to me is not a thing that can be showing off to others

But I wish to know more & more about diving

I wish to do more to protect the living things under the sea

**I know I am so kiddy & foolish the last night @ Amantra Resort

But this is just the way I protest my feeling to her

I dont like people wearing masks

In front of people she care of me so much

But what really happen behind is that ignoring me all the way

which I try so hard to to ingratiate myself to her
So, becoming so disappointed of it
I rather stay far away from her

This is my very first wrongly choose diving buddy
I know I shouldn't simply choose someone
which I don't know well enough
& hoping we will really having great time together
We have no common topics
I am not so easy going people as she do
I am not sociable enough
I really need time to know new friends

There is nothing wrong about her
Just that we are not in the same way of enjoying this course

Sorry to all the Diving friends that care about me

:)

I appreciate you all

Even u guys just know me for the very few hours

But you all worry for me with your heart

I get it

<3